I thought I would just start by telling you, that if life could be easy that would not be my life. This is a start for what I had. I was told not to look back and just look forward. but you just can't stop feeling those feelings.

  Let me back up.. about three years ago my life was turned upside down. I was married to a man who didn't care for anybody but his mom. So it made it very difficult for a relationship to grow. All the fights and heart ache he went to out side people and I felt he didn't want to work with me. So I left what a heart wrenching blessing.

  So walk around with a heavy heart and felt like no one would every see me as a whole person. to tell you know that is what they thought. Feeling like God hated me for what I did. I shut out everyone in my life loosing all control, but on the outside keeping it together. Like that Miranda Lambert song "Mama's broken heart". Keeping it together on the outside became very tiring. I finial moved out of my parents house and started my life at least I thought. 

Not knowing that the people outside of the safety zone I created was mean. So around Thanksgiving 2012, I started cutting myself I know for a 30 year old we don't do that. but felt like my walls where coming down around me for the last time. Until I found a wonderful organization, trust me I tried my parents religion and felt I was going no where. but back to were I was heading, I started to go this Organization I will not call it a religion. They saw for who I was. I was lead to a wonderful class called Beyond Divorce. 

At first I was a little apprehensive, but I learned to forgive myself and those that were involved and made great friends that will last a very long time. I start also taking the Beyond Limits learning how to change my thoughts and how I create what I want in my life.  So I hope you can join me in this great adventurer that is about to unfold.